Self image

I’m one month postpartum and I honestly feel like the ugliest person alive. I never thought I was attractive in the least but for some reason I feel even worse this time around. This is my second baby and with my first I went up to 256. I lost a lot of weight getting down to 220 before I got pregnant again. At the end of this pregnancy I was 248 and now I’m 226... even though I’m only 6 pounds higher then I was before I feel like shit! My fiancé keep telling me how beautiful and sexy I am but I just can’t see it... I’m not begging for complements or anything just wanted to vent... thank you for reading if you’ve gotten this far. Here’s a picture of anyone even cares.