Why love sucks:

I’m in love with my best friend. My best friend doesn’t like me that way, in fact, she doesn’t love me. We have known each other for maybe six months. She is freaking amazing. We are both Bi. I’ve never been in a relationship. She has been in like 5 with guys and trans guys but we have had sex. I don’t want to let go of hope. What do I do? Leave her alone forever, keep fighting? Idk, also, fun fact, I live in her apt, we’re roommates. Ugh. Fml. Please help.