Moving in with my abusers

In about a week I have to move into my auntie & uncles house, with my two cousins who both sexually abused me when I was younger. I’m not scared that they’ll do it again, but I’m still absolutely dreading it because even seeing them or hearing their voices makes me feel sick & full of anxiety. I also have realised this takes away my ability to ever tell my family about it since living with them will make it so much harder. I wish I could afford to move into my own home 😭