I just can't anymore

Just when I thought this could possibly be it!!! Getting my hopes high and thinking to myself can I possibly be pregnant I'm almost 3 days late and so far no sign of af coming trying to convince myself to buy a pregnancy test I get up from bed at 10:33 am get ready to head to a pharmacy store to get a pregnancy test with a big smile thinking omg I might be pregnant I go to restroom and the bitch decided to show up I wipe and there she was 😭

I can't anymore I feel numb 7 fucken years trying to conceive with no luck

Being two days really made me hopeful I really thought this was it ladies why me..