I’ll be glad

When I’m over the “needing constant reassurance stage.” I just made 15 weeks today (heard the hb last week at my OB appointment) but I still feel like I need constant reassurance. I almost broke down and bought a fetal home Doppler, but I don’t want to have to use that every day. I want to be like most women and enjoy this pregnancy and not even think a potential issue may arise. I envy those women who just go on about their pregnancy like nothing will happen. That previous miscarriage took my happiness and replaced it with fear and I’m tired of living in fear. Today, I’m going to choose to be happy. I deserve to enjoy each day I get with my baby. Moms, we deserve it.