My daughter will be 2 months old in a few days and I just took a pregnancy test....it’s positive. I’ve been pumping milk every 2-3 hours religiously (not birth control I know) but idk wtf I was thinking. I’m supposed to get my IUD Friday 😣

My baby is in the NICU and won’t be home for another 2 weeks ( she was born prematurely @26 weeks). I’m just beyond overwhelmed.

I’m a grown woman of 30 years old...I know better.

I’m not emotionally ready for this...I doubt my body is physically ready.

I don’t know how to tell my fiancé. I can’t emotionally support him through this...he’s been a wreck my entire pregnancy and especially after the baby was born.

I’m soooooo overwhelmed. I’m here in the NICU trying to keep a straight face. If I have a mental breakdown they won’t let me take her home. I am my own enemy 😪

I want to leave. I legit want to get in my car and just run away. Fuck.