So this is day 2 home with baby. Second baby. And I'm so anxious. I all of a sudden thought "my first was so healthy, what if this one isnt? What if he gets cancer? What if he stops breathing. Why did I have another baby if I get so worried?" And now I'm crying. I have a panic disorder so it's not weird for me to freak out like this. But this came pretty suddenly. I will talk to my dr. I always tell them when I'm doing worse. But I'm just so scared that he wont live a long healthy life. What is wrong with me?!?!?! Also, most of my anxiety enters around health/death. Am I the only one with postpartum anxiety???