I need Help

I recently broke up with my boyfriend of 1yr & 1/2, I haven’t told anyone because it is still a sensitive topic, I start tearing up when I hear his name or remember him. What sucks is that everything reminds me of him.

My mom just asked about him and I had to leave putting the excuse that I had to pee because I felt my eyes getting watery to her asking why she doesn’t see me texting or on phone (phone call) anymore.. My mom and him really got along and they really cared for each other.

I don’t know what to say or do. I’m not ready to tell someone or I’ll start crying.

I just loved him so much, but I know I had to do it for his own good.

I need help to get over him. But don’t know how.