Too much pain

Jessica

Ive been on n off with my boyfriend for like 5-6 months. I got cheated on..... multiple times. And my dumbass still here for him. Idk what to do anymore it’s like I love him so much but he brings me so much pain. I can’t live without him but I can’t handle this anymore. I feel like he would rather be with other girls and it makes me feel so insecure like why did he cheat?? Was I not good enough? Plz help idk what to do