Is it bad that I just wish my significant other would give me some type of attention? We’ve been together for over two years, have a 10 month old together and recently I found out he’s been cheating on me.

We are trying to work on our relationship to heal from him cheating. We are even starting couple counseling tomorrow.

I can’t help but feel guilty that I just wish he’d give me some type of attention and wish I could feel that he loves me. He tells me he does but it’s just so hard to feel it.

I even tried taking pictures earlier in hopes to get some type of reaction but all I got was who took that and then just made a “hmm” sound.

I struggle so much with feeling like I’m no longer attractive.. between having a baby then having a bowel resection.

I feel when even just reading this over that it just all sounds so stupid. That it’s stupid of me for wanting him to react to my body, wanting him to touch me like he used to, or even just talk to me the way he used to(such as being flirty and goofy).