I'm 17 & have been trying to conceive for over a year. I think mostly because I suffer from depression and I want someone to be obligated to be strong for..to hold my ground. And I hear about how beautiful the bond can be and I want that experience. The pregnancy and the hormones, the body scars and strains, the sleepless nights, the good and the bad, the many stresses,struggles and frustrations. I want all of it. I have a boyfriend who thinks I might be pregnant and he said no matter what happens he's prepared to stay by my side with whatever I choose. I am in need of this in my opinion. I want my own little human. A human whom won't leave my life because they will be my life. Does this make me a bad person? ^^^^^