I’m going to the hospital to have my D/C today. I found out yesterday that your strong little heart has stopped. I can’t stop crying and asking myself why. Now I have to tell my family that it’s over. I bought you tiny shoes and now I can’t bear to look at them. I feel so upset and scared. Getting this procedure feels so wrong and I feel like running the other way. I do t want to believe you’re not growing and thriving anymore.

How do I heal from this? You were so loved already. I miss you my little angle baby