Feeling depressed and giving up rant.?💔

Chelsea • 21 y/o 🤘🏾 1 miscarriage 💔👶🏾 ttc 4ys

I’ve taken so many opks I tired of it! I feel like I’m not going to ovulate this month. I’m starting to loose hope so quick. I feel like giving up all over again and just say fuck it man 🤦🏾‍♀️ I really want my baby, I’ve been trying for almost 4 years after my last mc to try again. And nothing. I know I’m rushing things because I just started taking fertilaid a few weeks ago but still. The app says I ovulate in two days my other app says one and I’m taking opks every morning when I wake up, at this point I’m getting frustrated, stressed and depressed. I’m going to give myself a few more months but after that I have no Choice but to give up hope.