I’ve been having some real anxiety today. In June we lost our baby at 17 weeks. Next week we go in for our anatomy scan at 17 weeks with our rainbow. For whatever reason today has been extra hard. I keep praying for calmness and understanding but I can’t seem to get past the fear. I’m so worried that something is wrong and have nobody to talk to since we are waiting until after next weeks appointment to tell our friends. My husband is supportive and understanding but I have no one who knows what I’m going through... the emotions, fear when you have symptoms, fear when the symptoms leave and when they come back.... I’m just at a loss. I don’t want to feel anxious and afraid for a week but also don’t know that I should call my Dr either.

Hoping you all are having a better day than me! ❤️🌈