Lost at this point.

Long post warning, sorry.

So after fighting for over a week, and my daughter and I staying with my mom, my husband finally got “the text”. Hopefully now he’ll figure it out and help me save this marriage.

“I do love you. But I’m really sick of you just putting yourself in front of everyone else. I’m your wife. You should want to be here with me. I know, it was my choice to stay here, but every time I do, I hope and pray that you’ll come and stay with me and you never do anymore. It hurts.

There’s so many little (and big) things that you do now, that makes it seem like you don’t love me and you don’t care for me. It’s too overwhelming. I literally feel like our relationship is at its end. No, I don’t want it to be. But I’m not just going to sit here and fight for/with you anymore. That’s not me. If you can’t step up your game and start proving it to me, then I can’t keep going on.

It’s too much, but also way too little. I deserve so much more, but to you, I deserve less. And I know you’re wrong on that part.

I don’t want to lose you. But you’re about to lose me. I can’t fight for you anymore. It hurts too much. I’m tired of fighting for you, and you not even trying to show any type of love or sympathy. Cody Austin, please. For the sake of your family, try harder. I don’t want this to end. I want to be with you forever. But I can’t. Not like this. I’m literally begging you at this point, since you never seem to learn any other time I try.

I do love you. With all my heart, and everything within me. You were my blessing. But now I don’t know what you are. But I do know that I will always love you. Forever. No matter what.”

He left me on read for almost a whole day, then all he texted back was “I love you”. But then he called me before he went to work and we talked for about an hour.