First appointment a week away

Anyone else feel like it is taking forever for your first appointment to get here? After a MC in May I am so anxious everyday. I just want to get to my ultrasound to see that everything is ok but my biggest fear is we will get to the appointment and get bad news. I’m taking progesterone supplements so that is adding to my fear that I would miss any signs of a MC. I know everything is out of our control and all we can do is pray for a healthy pregnancy this time. Mostly I’m just venting 🤷🏼‍♀️