just confused :(

I know I need this for myself..

my boyfriend is very very controlling... he doesn’t allow me to have friends, go out , etc.. I insist on taking a break, he says he does not believe in “breaks” only break ups . so , I told him I needed to leave him because I can’t be controlled like that and he tells me that he loves me .. he can’t let me go .. that he will hurt himself or possibly end his life .. that I was the only thing he was living for , and it breaks my heart so I continue to be with him. I really don’t know what to do . I do love him , but idk .. 🤧

(Posting here because I know this is where most females are)