Feel like I’m loosing the plot a little😒

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Today marks 9 weeks since I had my D&C. We tried for four years , I had pretty much given up even thinking about being pregnant then boom I was.

I was 6 weeks when I found out, a week later started spotting for over a week

9 weeks I went for a scan because of the spotting and pain everything looked ok, but I was told to come back 10 day later to make sure everything was still ok.

We went to the second ultrasound and baby had no heartbeat and it broke me.

We decided to try again straight away as it took us so long before, I’m not 9 weeks past it and still had no period and still getting negatives😒

Doctor told me I’ve got to wait until 12 weeks to take the tablet to bring on my period if I don’t get pregnant before ,so I guess we will just keep doing what we are doing and I’ll test once a week until then

Just frustrating sorry for the long post