I saw him today

I saw him today after breaking up two days ago...I wanted to hug him, tell him how much I love him. How much I want him back. But I know I can’t, he looked fine like if nothing happened. But here I am crying, remembering his scent, his smile, his laugh, everything. He didn’t even turn to look at me not once, like if I was never there. Like if everything he felt for me was gone...

It been two fucken days but i miss him so much. I had to go to the restroom and cry. I hate the fact he’ll never be mine again...