Happy birthday i miss you

Today january 17 is my 1/2 brothers birthday he just turned 5 or 6 i believe. I havent seen him since he was 3months old.

Backround: my biological mother is an addict to some hard core drugs but she was raped and gave birth to my 1/2 brother. She also gave birth to 2 other kids who i have never met. 1 is a girl who is about 2 or 3 and in foster care and the other was just born not too long ago

My real mom is out there looking for me and i know not good will come from it if she finds me but i just want him to know how much i love him no matter how he gets treated where he is staying. I love you johnathan!