Breakup

My man and I broke up today. I kinda saw it coming bc he’s been so fussy and getting annoyed over everything I do. At first we were just talking about how much I’ve been annoying him lately and we went from talking to that to the thought that we aren’t going to be a good couple in the long run. I knew we weren’t going to be from the beginning but I stuck around to maybe prove myself wrong. I was right. It was over the phone because I don’t think he wanted me to see him cry because he was crying. Not sure if it was because of us breaking up or or the fact that he’s been sick and maybe throwing up idk but he said he doesn’t think he can provide me with the happiness I need or want anymore. I could hear the hurt in his voice and he wouldn’t speak for several minutes. I don’t know I’m just so heart broken. I wish I would have proved myself wrong. We had been together for a year and a half, my longest relationship as well as his. I’m so in love man. Breakups fucking suck. No one knows we’ve broken up yet. I wish he could hold me in his arms ☹️