We found out in September my husband was getting out of the Navy. It took on January to get out. Which have been nice but those months were some of the worst months of our relationship.

We wanted to start a family, decided to not activity try but not use protection. I’ve been late every month but no success.

I’ve also been stressing over this move. We moved from San Diego to Houston. We didn’t know how we were going to do it or how to pay for it. So you can say my body was taking the stress.

We finally moved last weekend. I’m 11 days late, the latest I’ve ever been. I’ve been eating a lot of food. I had hope.

Nope no success and the hard part is, we’ve never used protection other than my birth control, and the couple we are staying with is 6 months pregnant and her sister who is newly married is pregnant too.

I’m jealous, I’m pissed, I’m scared. Too many emotions are going on and I just want our family. We’ve been ready for a long time and I’m mad at the world right now. I know that you guys are the only ones that get it.