Today is my baby shower and honestly I am not excited at all.

I was the weeks leading up to it. But now that the day is here I’m not excited for it, i just want to stay home in my PjS.

My fear is that no one will show up, no one will have fun, we won’t have enough food, and that people think it’s lame.

We did ask ppl to rsvp only about 8-10 people did but I know a lot of people don’t ever rsvp .

I’m just a nervous mess.