post partum blues

I have been feeling blue here and there but some events that bother me seem to have broken me down at this point. I feel like im alone in a dark place. I have no support my husband is an ass and rather fight with me than to help even though i mentioned i was down. He likes to add on to situations and is heartless. He can see me breaking down in tears and treat me as if im invisible. I just need and want a hug just to feel like i matter.