It’s taken me a long time to come to terms with our miscarriage. This is my second miscarriage in as many years. And I feel like it’s not meant to be, the first didn’t hurt as much as I felt it wasn’t uncommon and it happens (as people say) yet my second was horrendous. Nothing was straight forward, we found out on our second scan, then I couldn’t pass our baby naturally I had tablets, which didn’t work (unbeknown to us). The miscarriage lasted nearly a month two weeks after thought we’d lost our baby i miscarried unexpectedly when my fiancé was walking our dogs I was almost rushed to hospital in an ambulance I have never felt so vulnerable and useless in my life. After two weeks of appointments back and forth I was back in hospital for a procedure to remove the rest of our ‘pregnancy’

I now feel like all hope is gone I wanted our baby so badly and now I feel petrified to fall again but at the same time I want it more than anything in this world. I just want to know I’m not alone!