Baby movements

I’m at a total loss here I’m 36 weeks tomorrow and throughout my pregnancy I’ve been backwards and forwards to the assessment unit for reduced movements, none I’ve taken lightly I’ve tried to do everything I could first to get her moving before I’ve rang them. A close friend of mine did have a stillborn at 35 weeks so sometimes I do think that I overly stress about things because of that happening. Every time I’ve been baby’s movements have picked up and everything has been normal.

Yesterday I went in later on the evening cause I hadn’t felt any movement other than one episode of hiccups all day, everything was fine and my god did she move like she’s never moved before. They have booked me in for a scan on Tuesday just to check everything is normal because I’ve been in 4 times with reduced movement, however today I’m back to where I was yesterday and haven’t felt her move again or anything that I have felt has been so faint but I can guarantee that if I go in again she will be kicking up a storm in my stomach and I can’t help but feel so judged for being in so much. Any advice on what I could do to make her move something that I might have forgot about doing?

Sorry for the long post!