I have a crush on a guy maybe a 1 year

now,and we dont talk in real life coz i am shy but when i had instagram we talked sooo much and I really enjoyed it.Sometimes i would send him something funny but he will show that to everyone else and they would bully me at school all the time and i get embarrassed.Since i have deleted insta we haven’t talked anymore.After 3 months he found me on snap and texted me first i was hyped so we chatted for a long time.After month i texted him but he would never answer he just leave me on seen.Idk if I annoy him but I really like him.I stop texting him.But every time i see him in school my heart is going crazy and i get red.But when i see him talking to other girls and hugging them i cry.

PLEASE HELP AND GIVE ADVICE I WOULD BE THANKFUL ❤️❤️❤️❤️