Every time I breastfeed or pump, I have overwhelming anxiety. Like I suddenly feel like something horrible will happen to one of my kids, like disease or death (most of my anxieties are centered around those things) and I kept thinking "why does this happen EVERY TIME I breastfeed?!" So I decided to Google and it's a real thing! It's called D-MER. So now I feel a tad better, knowing it's not just me. I have anxiety anyway, and a panic disorder, so for me the feeling doesnt go away after the let down like the websites say it should, because I spiral out lol but anyone else experiencing this, you arent crazy.. it's an actual thing.