My partner And I find it really important to breastfeed for lots of reasons, the health side of things and bonding. I lost a little girl in 2013 and bonding with the baby is really important to me. Unfortunately no women in my family have ever breastfeed they are violently against it. They keep reminding me that my work is going to make my life miserable and trying to scare me that I'll lose my job over it. I know I won't lose my job but I do know it will make things difficult as a special needs teacher with a 1:1 student. They also keep getting angry with me that " no one will be able to help me or bond with that baby besides me " I'm going crazy second guessing myself as a mom and going crazy trying to build my case as to why I'm doing it. Why do people have to be so awful?! I'm going crazy a little more everyday