I wish my little brother was dead

Honestly I wouldn’t give a single fuck if he died. It sounds harsh but I’m serious. He’s made my life a fucking hell and I hate him. Wouldn’t even bother coming to his funeral. He verbally abuses me everyday. Sometimes he hits me. Sometimes he kicks me or spit on me. He’s even tried to drown me. Sick fucking child. I wish he was dead so i didn’t have to see him or hear his voice anymore.