I HATE MY BODY!!! Thought my cycle was somewhat normalizing as I had to cycles at 40 days... now I’m on cycle day 56 and no AF in sight. Have taken many tests all negative, and I know I’m not pregnant. And now I’m going to get tested for my hormones, but can’t test until day 21 of my cycle.. how in god names can I do that if af doesn’t make an appearance!!!

I’m starting to think I have lean PCOS... I weigh 144, irregular cycles, acne all over my body and I barely eat sugar. I’m just so over this, I’m over trying to conceive at the moment, I just want to figure out my cycles. Feeling defeated:( like why is this happening to me:( no one in my family is like this!!! It’s not fair!!!!