i feel like a disappointment. compared to my brother and my parents i’m worthless.. i have no qualifications, i have no talent or joy in life, i have no friends and i feel like my mental health brings everyone down. i want to talk to people about this but i don’t want to annoy anyone or make them feel like they have to help me when in reality they might not want to. i’m sick of feeling like an alien. sometimes i walk into college and i see everyone’s eyes on me and it hurts. i don’t know what i do but nobody likes me or wants me and i feel so alone and depressed. i blame myself for being too anxious to talk to anyone but it’s hard. i’m trying my best but i’m starting to lose hope again