Shaking with fear and nerves.

So I literally just took a pregnancy test in a Walmart bathroom just to get the disappointment done and over with since my period is supposed to start today or later tonight.

My husband and I have been trying to conceive for the last year. These last couple of months I’ve started to get discouraged. Thinking I should pay of more of my bills first and at the forefront that I need to lose at least 60 pounds to be healthy weighing at a total of 295. Though I weigh that much I’m very active. Well I guess this is gonna change everything. I just keep thinking I’m going to wake up and it’s going to be negative or that I’m reading this wrong still.

Just in case I bought a 3 pack pregnancy test box and now need to chug some water.