I just need to vent because I’m sick and stressed. I’ll be 32 weeks tomorrow and I have had a really bad cold since Thursday. We all got it from my mother-in-law and I’m so angry at her for getting us sick even though I know it’s ridiculous to think that. Probably just hormones. My toddler has honestly been the best trooper through this sickness. You can hardly tell he is sick until nighttime comes along and then it rears it’s ugly head.

ANYWAY, I have started intensely nesting, but I have been angry because I have zero energy to do any of it due to being sick. So instead I just notice every dirty corner and spot and cringe to myself until I get enough energy to take care of it. I have also been coughing so hard that I keep peeing myself. Today I had to run to the dollar store to get more meds and I peed myself in the middle of the aisle from coughing so hard. Luckily I was wearing black leggings so you couldn’t tell but I immediately broke down crying when I got to my car. So embarrassing.

There isn’t much reason to this post other than the need to vent and the wish for this cold to go away.