I don’t know i feel so embarrassed for what i just did today. Me and my boyfriend broke up last Thursday and i found out he’s been cheating on me for almost the whole entire time we’ve been together. But i am so in love with him and i know I’m blinded by love but i do not care that he cheated like i just love him and i know i sound crazy. So today we ended up having sex and I’m just hurting myself even more but i can’t stay away from him and he is so toxic for me.😢 and we’ve been together for a little over a year