Just feel the most grossest person alive today :,( really fat and really ugly no matter how hard I try I can’t loose weight I can’t conceive.

I’m just a fat monster 😭 I lost just half a stone the entire year last year.

I comfort eat because I can’t conceive then I feel awful because it adds to the problem but every month is the same bfn extreme hunger and eating I try eating bananas and chia seeds fruits salads but I also eat pizza and toast.

I just feel like shit I honestly don’t know what to do.

It took 4 years of ttc to go from size 18 to 14/16 (depending on how I have been)

4 years of shit. 1 miscarriage and 1 chemical pregnancy and just shit.

I look in the mirror and I hate myself I just see an ugly thing :( I don’t want to leave the house I just want to cry.

Cd34 no period very painful boobs and don’t even know what the test said this morning it didn’t automatically go double after 2 mins just looked like a dye run or trying to do a vfp but what’s the point? I threw it away

Ladies please help I don’t know what to do 😭😭