We've been ttc for 3 years now, we suffered a miscarriage in August 2018 and are still struggling with ttc. I have sat back over these past few years and I've watched friends, family, co workers, strangers all get pregnant without trying or only tried for a month and their pregnant. I have watched friends who have suffered miscarriages get pregnant within 2 months after recovering. I'm tired of saying "congratulations" "I'm so happy for you" when really I'm sitting here bawling asking God when will it be our turn?! When will we get our rainbow baby?? What did I do wrong? Why why why!! I so badly want to be happy for them, I try so very hard not to let my hurt show because I don't want to ruin someone elses happy moment. I don't want to feel so selfish.. we just want it to finally be our turn..💔