I work as a nanny for a family with a one year old.

My husband and I have been TTC for a year now. I was a week late and AF showed her ugly face today and needless to say I’m crushed, and hormonal, and keep tearing up throughout the day.

The baby I’m watching wont let me put her down, she barely slept last night and I just feel like the very last ounce of my patience is being spread out thinner than a piece of wet tissue paper.

My cramps are horrific. My empty useless uterus only brings me pain. I’m so fu**ing over this stupid BS. Ready to just give up, it’s never going to happen.

UPDATE: baby is asleep 😴 👌🏻🤞🏻👍🏻 shh!