I had an early loss in October at 4w5d. I never really got a dark dark solid line so I knew in my gut something was wrong but it still gutted me when I started bleeding and lost the pregnancy. I have every symptom in the book. My boobs were immediately growing (which is typically my first sign) and I was nauseous all the time. We started trying right away again and had no luck until now. I got a strong positive on 10 dpo. The lines have gotten darker and darker but I have very very few symptoms. My boobs are sore here and there but they aren’t full like usually. I’m nauseous here and there but nothing like my other 3 pregnancies including my loss in October. I just don’t feel pregnant at all. Which has my mind racing that something is wrong. That maybe it’s etopic as I have had some left sided pains but could it be has pains, could it be something else besides that? I just have this horrible gut feeling again that something isn’t right and I don’t know if it’s just my anxiety after last time or if it’s my body’s intuition picking up on something. I don’t have my first appointment until 2/14. I’m a wreck. Any advice? Any tips?

This was my test from this morning at 18 dpo so I’m definitely pregnant. I just don’t know 😕 I feel like something just isn’t right.