We have a 14 month old son together which was a perfectly normal pregnancy but we have Been having trouble conceiving baby #2 . I’ve had 3 back to back miscarriages in around 6 months . Baby#1 I miscarried at 10 weeks even tho my baby stopped developing as an egg baby#2and #3 were around 6 weeks when I miscarried. Now we have to go to a fertility specialist next month . I just feel so much distance between us two ever since the 1st baby lost ... he doesn’t even see them as being actual babies and when I was going through the miscarriages he just acted like he didn’t even care if I was in pain or anything 😥 now he doesn’t wanna have sexy anymore and I just feel like a bother I lost 3 babies this year I don’t wanna loose him too but I just feel so alone and he is not making it any better