Well I barely eat anymore (maybe twice a day. Once while my SO is gone to work and once when he gets home) if even that. Well I hadn't ate anything while he was gone because I had went with his mom shopping. So when he got home, I ate a small bowl of spaghetti while he ate some also. About 3-4 hours later I was going to eat some chicken nuggets, but he had ate them, no biggie. So instead I opened up a tiny can of BBQ Vienna Sausages because I had been wanting some for a while. And he comes in the kitchen to tell me " you need to slow down on the God da*n eating". I instantly got sick to my stomach, so I just put them in the fridge, told him he could have them, and laid down in bed and started crying. He came in the bedroom and hollered saying "I am done playing games I don't want you to eat anything in this house since you want to do this shit. I don't care if you starve to death. Your dumbass will learn." He gets up and says "you know what" and slaps me in the face saying " I want you to go up to my parents tomorrow and you can stay there for awhile" He then goes into the kitchen and gives our house dog the can of food and then come back and lays in bed beside me while messaging his female "co workers". He says "why do you do that? Why do you open something and when I joke around about it you just waste it just to come in here and cry" I said " I wasn't going to waste it. I never eat during the day unlike you. I wait until you get home to eat. I'm not going to eat something that you cuss at me over eating. You "joking" sounds like you're just bitching and making fun of me. " he said "well maybe I should start making fun of your dumb ass. I don't work my ass off just so you can waste food." ( he doesn't work his ass off. He sits at a fucking desk taking customer service calls) He then proceeds to tell me I never do anything around the house and that I'm lazy (I'm not lazy. I literally clean all day long. As in sweep, mop, wash dishes, wash\dry clothes, hang up\fold clothes, make the bed, clean the bathroom, etc.) I cried all night long. It had been a while since I had cried myself to sleep but I did last night. Woke up to swollen\puffy eyes. My heart is broken right now. Haven't ate today due to him and I don't really feel like eating because I'm scared he will just holler at me again.

He messaged me apologizing for everything that happened last night. Claimed he didn't understand why I done that. But I don't believe that he really meant the apology.