I used to think I’d be resilient, like I wouldn’t care what people thought...

boy was I wrong...

I think I’m enjoying pumping and giving bottles a little more because my baby and I are both having a hard tim breast feeding. It’s like a fight every time, and he’s clearly upset. He latches fine! But I have a hard time getting there because my let down literally drowns him and he hates it.

I’ve noticed if I have pumped boobs we have an okay time but there’s times in between where I don’t even want to battle him I rather him be fed :(

Fed is best I know this! But I feel so flipping bad 😓💔