In need of hope

6 months into TTC, I feel like I’m losing hope.

Before anyone says it : Yes, I know it’s not been that long and that others are in worse situations than me. I know all that, but it doesn’t help me feel better.

Month after month, I grow more confused and disappointed when my period comes (like this week end) and I fear it will only get worse as time goes by. I’m even angry at myself for being so sad this early on. What am I going to do if this takes years and years? I’m starting to think that there’s something wrong with me, that getting pregnant is an extremely hard thing to do and it will never happen. (I know. Overreacting again but I can’t help how I feel)

So I’m asking you! Please tell me your hope stories. Help me believe again that nature is well made and that having a baby can be a natural thing. And that even if a little help from science or medecine is needed, it can still be beautiful, or at least, that it can still happen.

Thank you to have taken the time to read my message... 😥