Scared for my first kiss!

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I really, really want to kiss my girlfriend. And I know she wants to too. But I just feel like I'm too ugly and that I don't want to take her first kiss from her. I feel like she deserves better even though I know she wants to kiss. And I'm also afraid she'd tell her mom, who doesn't support that she's in a relationship with me (because I'm a girl and all), so... Please help. I'm 14, if that makes a difference. <3