Okay so I’m just curious if any second time moms are feeling this way at all. I am really struggling mentally. I have an almost 2 year old and I have been looking forward to baby #2 for awhile now and not that it’s here well. I am not feeling my normal self. With my son, I had a lot of optimism. This one not so much. I find myself dreading it. Why is this? Could be a different gender? Bc I am constantly nauseated and worn out? It’s like the thought of going through this all again and going through labor is freaking me out. I felt like wow I could do this all the time but with this baby, I’m like yeah I think we should stop at 2. This is just not my personality at all. It’s just strange.