Motivation

Kier

So I have anxiety and its really bad. And i’ve been really depressed lately. I work in a factory I am 19 about to turn 20 and make really good money. However, I am having a significant trouble finding motivation to go to work and everything i really dont understand why. I work A LOT. In the summer 6 days a week 10 (4am-3pm sometimes) hour shifts. But i feel exhausted a lot like im wasting my life at a company that dont give a damn about me. I really need female help to urge and help me get movitvated for work cause I feel lost and i dont know how to kick this