My s.o and i have been together for four years, we have one daughter who is 2 and another baby on the way. But anytime we have sex I hate it. He basically guilt trips me into having sex with him and then I feel bad or get attitude so I just do it. But the entire time it’s painful, uncomfortable, awkward and just hurts. It wasn’t always like this, but probably has been for the past year or so. At this point, the way it feels I could totally live without sex.. like I absolutely dread it. I come up with millions of excuses as to why I can’t or don’t want too. Honestly we don’t get along and I’ve been wanting to leave him so o feel like that probably has a lot to do with it as well. And when we do have sex I don’t want to so basically I feel like I’m being forced into it and then resent him for that and never enjoy it. Is this normal? Do you think it’s just because of HIM? I’m just trying to figure out if this is what sex will feel like for the rest of my life/always painful. Ugh. Any tips or advice or anything? Please and thank you!!