Hello, I think this is my first post here .. but it's 2:30 a.m. and I can't sleep. I have a 5 year old.. and have been ttc ever since. These last few months I've been trying everything I could think of... lining up my dates etc. I really thought this was my month...😢 my period was supposed to start on Sunday. Today is now Wednesday. I felt my heart skip a few beats when I realized that I was late. Trying to ignore the period notifications... as if it wasn't the only thing on my mind. I spotted very light pink on Monday night then nothing again until some light pink Tuesday night which is very uncommon for me because when my period comes - she comes full blast. I thought... could this be implantation bleeding?? It can't be my period. It just can't be. 😢 Then about an hour ago it was a bit more... not a lot but enough for me to wear a pad to bed. Part of me feels like "don't give up hope". This could still be it? Idk maybe just wishful thinking. I haven't had my usual heavy cramps yet... but I've got a pretty bad headache. I hope this is my time still.... and anyone else who is waiting with me.... baby dust to you ✨ and those who read my post all the way to the end... thank you 🌹💞 it means a lot to just be able to get this out.