I only have 23 days left. I'm so over this. I have carpal tunnel in my dominant hand that no matter what I do or try, I can't find relief for. I'm drinking raspberry leaf tea, using a yoga ball, eating dates, having sex, being active when I can. Its freezing weather where I live, and just not conditions to have my son out in. I want my babygirl out soon! I'm miserable. I'm not one of those women who enjoys pregnancy or finds it beautiful, it's a very disgusting process honestly. I've been more excited about it this time than w my son but it has been worse in every possible way. Ready for it to be over. I'm ready for the pain of natural labor again, I'm ready for the struggles I'll be facing after of having a 2yr old and a newborn, IM READY. I cant stand these hormones and all these emotions I'm feeling, I'm at the point of super ups or major downs. I'm so close to the end and I know I can do this but ugghhh. Grumble.