After 9 months of trying for my second child, my ob/gyn referred me to a Fertility specialist.

I’m feeling defeated like this month was my last chance and I failed. My body is failing me and I’m not ovulating with medication anymore.

What if I just got lucky the first time? I’m an only child and I’ve lost my parents, it’s the worst feeling in the world to have no one to share memories with. I never want my daughter to feel the way I feel now.

I want more than anything to give her a sibling. Im feeling sad, frustrated and angry at myself, but I’m so grateful for my daughter’s joyful little self.